Tears on my pillow

Right!! That's how i feel now...

I want to have a comfy sleep. A calm, peaceful rest. but... NOOOO!!!!! Tears keeps on pouring out... I'm all confused now. Don't ask me why. I can't even answer that.

Because of that thing that happened during that time!! Yesh that time!! *sigh*

Yunho "O" style Plush Doll

The Yunho "O" style plush doll.

That's right!! The Yunho doll that I've been waiting for is FINALLY mine!!!!!!! XDDD I love the description for the doll that unnie first introduce to me~ She said...

"Yunho has one, Jaejoong has one as well (his one is with his face on). Yunho said his dolly is cuter than Jaejoong's. Jaejoong used his doll to scare Yoochun because he thought Jaejoong's doll is creepy"

Wahhhh!! and i named him Yunho Jr~!!

TVXQ Brunei Fanclub 1st Gathering

Today...

We're having the first gathering of the TVfXQ Brunei FC. Yeay!! Finally the members get to get together and know each other!! *LOL*

Special thanks to Unnie Bear and Aimi for organizing the gathering^^

It started with the arrival of the volunteers early morning (but i arrived late cz of transportation problem....) helping on the foods, designing the place and stuff.

Estimation of people arriving is around 11.30++am. We start the event by having the Tweedledee and Tweedledum (forgot who is who but its Waryah and Elle) with their funny not-so-prepared speech (but unexpectedly good!) and then they introduced our very own admins (Aimi, Jae-butt and Liza-butt.. XD) and then the moderators (ok... couldnt remember the whole crew but lemme guess... Sue, Alia unnie, Elle, hannah.... *dont kill me if i 4gt to mention someone*).

Then, if i remembered correctly, we have The Tweedles singing us a Korean song~~ (wah~ loveleh!!)

After that, we're playing one of the game that DBSK used to play, the Dibi dibi Dib game!!! It's like a Rock, Paper, scissor game and it was fun^^ While waiting for the demo to be shown by the projector, some of us have started our performance, dancing^^ (the dance *cough* by *cough* your very own *chuckles* ME!!! ahhaha, syn, waryah and Elle) Then the game start... its between the DongBang(Red team) and ShinKi(Black team)... (Just so u know, the black team wears black and red team wears red... duh!!)

Then they watched ALL ABOUT DBSK VoL 2 (while eating!!) ... Thanks for the Vid Unnie bear!!

And then we start the phototaking session and party time!!! heheh!!

**will be back with the photos**

have to leave cz... (i dunno wats wrong with my head but i saw the screen sa ne gagar2... its like aaaaa...make it stop!!)

Happy birthday May & June

Okay... This may quite a few celebrating their birthday^^

May

12th: Fatineous (Relatives)
23rd: Kaka Fi (My sweet bro's gf)
24th: Siti Farhanah (De'Gothic De'Lawa)
25th: Zoolfadhli (relatives)
31st: Nazmi(Uncle NOF)

June

4th: Park Yoo Chun (DBSK)
10th: Shimah / Rahimah (Friends)
12th: Hj Mohd. Sani (My beloved Abah)
13th: Siti Sarah (De'Foxy De'Lawa)
14th: Warai (Friends) / Syazwan (Friends) / Hilme (Friends)
16th: Diyanah (Bay Fs#5)
17th: Ka Lina (Friends)
25th: Abg Syuk (Family) / Anizawati (Friend) / Syaz (Friend) / Sharif (Friend) / Menk (Friend)

Happy birthday to all!!! Love ya!! xD

P.s = Miahn... forgot to add yg lum ada aa... now added!!! yeay!! XD

Treehouse

I decided to make my new layouts a Treehouse theme. I dunno it just pops in my head^^ Mula2 tu kan mbuat background kayu.. then it comes tarus2 to do a fall like tree~~

Anyhow, this is how it turned out!! ^^ Bit of mix and match on the pictures jadi the kingdom of TREEHOUSE!!!! kyahhahahaha!!!

Im still working on the codings thou^^ and the songs tu kn dtambah2 g~~ kyahaha~~ but so far okay kan~~?? XDDDD

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BTW, TODAY IS BIRTHDAY ABAH!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOWWW!!!!

Happy Birthday Babah!!! Smoga panjang umur n murah rezeki~~
Yui syg abah!!!

Congratulations!

Congratulations to:

Mohamad Hamdan bin Ibrahim

and
Dayang Masitah binti Haji Abd Rahman.

Who just got married this saturday (31st May 2008). Semoga mereka akan sentiasa dicucuri rahmat dari ilahi (Amin!).

We had traveled all the way from Rimba to Batong. Such tiring journey but fun cz ukn me yg mendrive!! *lol* anyhow, my cuzzy ikut.. we call her Yul~ (dekat2 my name kan??) *lol* She's talkative p cali... tooooo honest.. so cute lah~

Fs#4 Note....

I was studying my maths P4 just now and i saw the yellow + maroon book. I took the book out from the bookcase and smile fondly. I flipped through the pages and stopped to a page that mention something about love. It says:

4 oL' ppl who say "i luv u" wen u hav no clue wut luv is exactly!! Wut is luv? Wen we claim d8 itz luv d8 we hav 4 sumone, r we correct? Sumtin to ponder upon.....

• R ur palms sweaty, is ur heart racin' and iz ur voice caught within ur chest? It isn't luv, itz like!

• U can't keep ur eyes o hands of 'em, m i ryt? It isn't luv, its lust!

• R u proud, n eager to show them off? It isn't luv, its luck!

• Do ya want 'em bcz u noe they'r there? It isn't luv, its loneliness!

• R u there bcz its wut evryone wants? it isn't luv, its loyalty!

• R u there bcz they kiz u o held ur hand? It isn't luv, its low confidence!

• Do ya stay 4 their confessions of luv, bcz u don want 2 hurt 'em? It isn't luv, its pity!

• Do ya belong 2 'em bcuz their sight makes ur heart skip a beat? It isn't luv, its Infatuation!

• Do ya pardon their faultz bcz u care bout 'em? It isn't luv, its friendship!

• Do ya tell 'em dat everyday they'r the only one u think of? It isn't luv, its a lie!

• R u willing to giv 'ol of ur fav things to 'em 4 their sake? It isn't luv, its charity!

See... some things are misunderstood.. What is the true meaning of luv??

Stupidas!!! so menyasal to look over the old stuff eh!! Now i miss my friends even more!!!!!
Especially my FS', my BFF, my elevians and all my De'Lawas!! missing you all damn much!!! Now i cant even chat freely with my CF!!! so missing everyone!

But at least i get to meet bay in school yesterday!!! still not enuf dearie... so want to meet all of u agen and hangout!!

Aiza has Tagged me!!! ^^

1. 3 People who makes me laugh: My Family, My Friends and DBSK(indirectly) xD
   
2. 3 Things I love: DBSK merchandise, Presents from friends and Casablanca
   
3. 3 Things I hate: Nothing, Non, Nah.
4. 3 Things I don't understand: Craziness, Love, Why people looooove to hate each other.
   
5. 3 Things on my desk: Lappy, Wallet and a photo of JYH.
   
6. 3 Things I'm doing right now : blogging, listening to DBSK Loving You and playing Monkey Island.
   
7. 3 Things I wanna do before I die: Meet Jung Yunho in person, meet DBSK and FTI(esp Hongki) in person and help anyone in any way i can.
   
8. 3 Things I can do: smile, following orders and dance!!!!
   
9. 3 Things I can't do: Sing, Flirt and gang up
   
10. 3 Things I think you should listen to: Korean song(esp DBSK's), explanations and
    
11. 3 Things you should never listen to: Crappy stupid reasons, People planning to gang up on one another and any songs that dont have meanings.
    
12. 3 Things I'd like to learn: Cultures & language around the world, New things and to hate ^^
    
13. 3 Favourite food: Cheese, cheese and lots of cheese!!!
    
14. 3 Beverages I drink regularly: Water, Orange and Coconut^^
    
15. 3 shows I watched as a kid: Dragon ball, Sailormoon and Doraemon.
    
16. 3 People I'm tagging: Ash bomber, Kiki and Lala.
    

How I wish I could swear like I used to...

Yeah!!
that's what I feel right now!!
I sooo want to tell off that *beep* and that *beep*beep*!!!!
They don't know the real story, yet blasted off like that!
U think I din't say anything??!! I did!!!
Do u think they listen??? SOOOOO like you did!! IGNORE!!!!

Yeah!! that's what MOST ppl do, they IGNORE!!!
can't get it enough?? i spell it out for you!!
I-G-N-O-R-E!!!!!!!!!!
Nah!!!

*tick*
*tock*

okay... 7 mins up... i stop now^^

*sigh* i wish i could say that to their face... especially *beep**beep*
But I'm just not like that... That's not me...
DOnt make me someone that's not I am...

U know who u r...
^^ take care... WTF?!! xD

DRIVE

DRIVE is a word that really meant a lot to me. It was the word used by our very own CG. DINA to Linji when her performance in study dropped. The very word that helped me in my study. The very word that taught me to be more confident.

It was actually a group study that consists of 9 different people for 9 different subject. I remembered it well cuz i was the leader for my fav *cough* subject.. *cough* MATHS~!! xD

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Hey....

Today, just when i just woke up... My mobile phone was there beside me... I took a peek at it and my BEST FRIEND texted me...

Then i visited her page... this is what she write...

Do you remember when we had our little group? our DRIVE? It was just like yesterday.

We were all lost - we thought there weren’t any more hope for us to achieve credits in our papers - so we formed our little group, the DRIVE. We made our little icons, we drew them onto our papers, we made our own notes, we always have a leader to carry out the group discussion each day, we had fun.

Our group meeting was always held after school, after lunch. We would sit together and chat a little before getting all serious in the next hour. It was Monday: Lin Ji (Biology), Halawi (Georgraphy), then Tuesday: Iskandar(History), Dati(Math)..it goes on - the leaders of the day. haha. Our group meetings went on for months!

Not very long later, our group got bigger. From a five to a nine, slowly almost the whole class wanted to join. We shared our notes, we debated, we discussed, we joked, we chilled, we were almost like a family. And Lim, if you are reading this - just so you know, condoms were and still would not be a nice topic to talk about during our breaks. haha. CHASING AROUND THE CLASSROOMS IS A NO-NO TOO!! hahaha… -.-

It’s sad to see all of you have gone, that we no longer are in a group. When I was asked to help in teaching the juniors now, I couldn’t help but to think of this little group of ours. The way I teach, the way I explain, only got better because of our little group.

Right, dati? hehehe.

Oh and to lawi and dati, good luck in helping them!! Sorry I couldn’t join! I bet it’s a blast teaching the younger ones again. Klau aku disana bah, indatah kitani mengajar - kan mati.. we would joke sampai ntah bila! haha

To Iskandar: Dar, you need to tell me one day when you are freeeee!!!

To Pei Lei: I shall see you soon!! haha.

='(

Jiiiii!!!!!!! so wanna cry right now!!!
I remembered every little thing that happened... Even the time when we discussed about condoms... which was stupiiiiiid~ xD

Drive.... such great memories.... The time when we actually struggle our ass off just for O'Level... which was worth it ^^

Happy Birthday Jan, Feb, March and April

Sorry For this late greetings but there seems to be a lot of problems with the connections plus I am busy these few days so....

Anyways, here are the lists of BIRTHDAYs of my Family/BFF/F.s/Friends/Relatives/DBSK members from January up till April.

January

21st: 'Asyiqin (My darling sister)
26th: Kim Jaejoong (DBSK)

February

06th: Jung Yunho (DBSK) / Mu'ien (Friend)
16th: Anisma (Friend)
18th: Changmin (DBSK)
20th: Hjh Salamah (Mummy)
28th: Hikki (Friend)

March

03rd: Khalliq (Friend)
15th: Zulkifli (Friend)
20th: Yahdiyani (Relative)
24th: F.s. Reunion's Anniversary!!
26th: Neeja (Friend)

April

03rd: Fiyyanz (Friend) / Saufi (Friend)
04th: Siaw wei (F.s#1)
08th: Halim (Friend)
11th: Hadi (Friend) / Fifah (Friend)
14th: Arif (Friend)
17th: Nia (Friend)
20th: Adyani (F.s#2)
25th: Rudy abg. (Relative)

To those who I haven't greet, and to those who I haven't list.... Miahnayo!! sorry!! Sumimasen!! Do leave a message and I will surely put in!!

** Happy Birthday to all!!