Thursday, January 18, 2007

My Reward for Bad Day

Last night i thought that today will be the best day of my life. Well, it's not that i have something going on but sort of like a plan. But oh my god..! It turned out bad~ N i mean really really bad~ I overslept this morning and i have to rush myself ( i hate that when it happens ) and i slipped off in the bathroom cause my small sister left a soap at a middle of nowhere ( that really hurts i tell you). When i came down the stairs, there was nobody there well except for my mum who stays at home ( not working at the moment if you know what i mean ). My dad's already off sending my sisters to school. I thought i was left behind 'again' but luckily my dad had made a u-turn because he left something at home. I was thakful but not so thankful in my car ( my dad keeps bragging me abt being late and how it affects him... bla.. bla ). So i arrived at the college and i almost tripped off from the car ( well, it's a good thing there was nobody there orelse....... except for my sister ). Then on my way to my registration class, i actually got bumped on the stupid door at the geography's block ( well, who's to blame? These things happened ). Then everything went fine until it's lunch time. I was on my way to my gang's hangout spot ( a the back of the library ) and i bumped again to a wall ( how clumsy am i? ). Then we have this academy rewards thingy going on during the afternoon sessions. My mum was there cause my sister's one of them. i was carrying my bag and my files then my sister got me carry her laptop cause she's busy and all ( great, my sister got a certificate and i got a laptop. Well, at least i have a temporary present for the day i went through ). But ladies and gentleman, that's not my reward yet. I went home and my dad actually buy me an 'easi' card ( Cool huh?! ).

*p.s - after i receive the precious gift, i tripped off another stairs and bumped my head to my own bedroom door. Good gracious. I AM CLUMSY...!!

Friday, January 12, 2007

I missed my best friends...

It's been a very long time i've never talked to my best friend(LinJi)... i kind of missed her though... And halawi too... We've been like the trio fer a long long time already... but because of 'that' incident, our relations became further... further... further... I've known them for a very very long time and we were like bestfriends ever... i liked sharing everything with them... but now, all gone... nothing is left... i know, its harder for them to trust me again... and i believe it is entirely my fault...

Not only my friends are moving further away from me... the person i dont want to be near with is coming closer to me now... how am i supposed to do now? am i just stupid enough to believe that they will come back to me? Cauze that's what im doing now... i believe that halawi is not that type of person... i have faith in them both...