October

Alrigt alright!!! eh my sweet best Girlfren ani tah bnr!!! Here's an update of my blog requested by LinJi.... Tu!! tu!! that girl!! *points at my chat box* hahaha... anyways here's what happened lately...

First of all... i would like to congratulate the people's birthday in October... Well.. A lot ee... There's a lot of my dollies birthday in this very month...

7th...:
- The Twins ( Azri n Azmi )

11th...:
- Syami

12th...:
- Mine!!! hahahaha
- Zul
- Ezzah

15th...:
- Pqah
- Amal

20th...:
- Linji *sways*

27th...:
- Erna
- Azri

Happy birthday to all~~~!! XD

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Hey!! i just finished my maths P3 paper... it was quite difficult... but i hope it turn out alright... i was so stressed out and then i remembered the anime my sis gave me in my pendrive... The "Ouran High School Host Club"... It was funny n i mean CRAZE FUNNEH!! hahah... a bit of gay-ish stuff too but it was worth it... XD

Then my bro showed me the ridiculous anime about a girl who can leap time... i forgot the title... it was quite alright... but yea... it was worth watching.. XD dunno abt you dollies~~

its 1.30 am nw... i think that's enough for now... XD myb tomorrow again... *MAYBE!!!!

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Last word : i missed my GAIA :'(

Truth or Dare

Truth or Dare is a game used by people to express their creativity. This game requires a minimum of two people. If you're playing alone..........uh... no comment on that... XD anyways, "Truth or Dare" is usually used as a punishment for losers in any games (such as cards, spin the bottle, etc.)

Rules for the game:

After losing to certain games, the player will be asked "Truth or Dare??".

If he/she chose "Truth", then the questioner will ask the victim some question (usually embarrassing) and the victim should give a truthful answer.

If the victim chose dare, then the questioner will ask the victim to do something stupid or embarrassing and the victim MUST do it!! Otherwise its sooo boring!!! XD

Got anything creative to share?? Play it!!

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Today, me and my friends played the very game.



From left to right: Adib, Dillah, Hikki, Nao, Sieg, Nancy, Yui, Neo, Kai and Tiqa


Here is the dare of the day:


Choice #1


Choice #2


Choice #3

Haha.. Kiut kan bgi pumpung atu.... Aren't they cute???? Which of these hairstyles do you like best?? XD




This one u cnt see very clearly, but his shirt is inside out. XD


Oooohz, they dare me to touch that high sign which i cnt reach by my original height... yea yea!! I'm Short XD

Onion Head Emoticons Extravaganza

Emoticons... emoticons....

*sways*Well, Onion head is the cutest emoticons ever! For those who love to use emoticons in MSN, i recommend you to use this crazy creature. They not only keep your smile up because they're cute but they also crack you up with his stupid actions.




<---- This is the first onion head i saw... And i called it the "sway" The ones i love are:








click here to see the whole collections

Nisfu Syaaban

"Nisfu" means half. In full means Half of Syaaban month of the Islam's calendar. On the night of 14th Syaaban is actually already the 15th of Syaaban.

This very night is a very special and one of the most blessed night after "Lailatul Qadr" for Muslims. This is because in the same night, Saiyiditina Aisyah r.a. said that our prophet, Muhammad s.a.w did not sleep praying to Allah Al-Mighty for forgiveness.

Nisfu Syaaban night is the night where our yearly life record is being brought up to be exchange with a new clean record.

For more information, click here

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Ok ok... enough formality.... Here's what happened to my life the very same day as Nisfu Syaaban in Brunei Darussalam...

In the morning of 27th August, i was fasting as it is to support the day and during the night we went to Jame'Asr Mosque. Quite a lot of people came. I must admit, it was fun having the Muslims together and supporting it by praying and reading Surah Yasin three times.

That very night the full moon shone bright as ever. See the picture below. How enchanting.... It was the most wonderful evening i've ever encounter.

*sways*

Farewell forever~

Hey~~

I've been busy nowadays and didn't get the chance to update my blog... Well, a lot had happened actually... I wanted to post it up so that i would not forget abt the tragedy that happened in our family...

*take a deep breath*

Saturday, 4th August 2007... Was the most painful day i have ever encounter so far... The early morning during my first period, Geography, everything went perfectly well... The bell went off and i was sitting in my Physics class when my father texted me saying.....

"Dapat keluar, nini amit meninggal....."

Only god knows what i feel at that very moment... I was stoned and terrified to my very soul... All that come up in my mind was my granduncle whom i last saw lying on a hospital bed, with plasters and bandages and needles all over his skin... Although he was in that very condition, he still like to "nyaya" his grandkids... Suddenly, tears came out from my eyes and my body still petrified... As soon as my current sir, Mr Ang read the text message, he let me leave the class to get home...

My family and i went straight to the funeral...

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Addition. Life began to scare me. I surf in through the Internet and i linked through Linji's page and the first thing I saw is that she had lost her beloved grandfather. I'm sorry for your loss sweetie~

Up till now, i have heard more than 10 people died this month. And what worst, some are too young to die. Some are because of their own fault. Drunk during driving. *sighs*

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Casablanca

Lilies are my favorite flower. I first saw and know it in this comic 'Sailormoon', in which one of the character loves this flower so so much. I looked at it and fell in love *winkz*. There are a lot of lilies actually. Here are some pictures of it..:


My ALL-TIME-FAVORITE flower is the 'Casablanca'. This is another word for White Lily. Honestly telling, I don't really know why i really love this flower. I NEVER touched it, I NEVER held it, I NEVER smelled it. But whenever i hear the name of it or I saw the photo or see it, I get this really emotional feelings. I once saw it when my friend used the very flower to propose the girl of his dream. I was jealous of her. Not that i want someone to do the same thing to me but I really want to held it and know it more~!

-- Casablanca - White Lily --

Tremendous isn't it? See the petals? It was stated that 'Casablanca' is the most beautiful flower. The botanical name is Oriental Lily Casa Blanca. The flower is Pure White with striking Red stamen. Extremely nice fragrance. Huge perfectly shaped flowers. They also make excellent cut flowers that will impress everyone when added to flower arrangements or used solo as a beautiful accent. Spectacular Prize winning Oriental lily sport. The flower is often used as a wedding beautification in the western. It was stated that Casablanca is one of Carroll Gardens’ (America's Broadest Selection of Garden) most durable and fragrant lilies—a true perennial that will return and increase year after year. Just a small amount of this flower can make the place sparkle.

The 6th Sports Day in Maktab Duli

*sigh*

I supposed to be posting about this a long time ago because it happened about three weeks ago. I didn't posting it then because i was waiting for the pictures taken during that event from a friend but it's still not here up till now. I got sick of waiting so i won't bother. Hopefully if the pictures' in my hand, i will try to repost it here.

The Maktab Duli's 6th Sports Day is held in our very own Field on the 8th July 2007. The weather is supporting the events as it was held in the morning. As similar it is with other schools in Brunei, we have our very own Sports house, namely Putera(Red), Kesuma(Green), Indera(Yellow) and Setia(Blue). There are 4 events took place, including Marchpasses each houses and combination of cheerleading from all the houses and the well-known Track and Field. There is also prize given for the most beautiful decorations amongst the four houses. We finished the Field event first and the tracks later upon the arrival of the guest of honor. To sum up, here are the overall events:

-Marchpass
-Cheerleading
-Track:
> 1500m
> 800m
> 400m
> 200m
> 100m
> 100m x 4
-Field:
> Javelin
> Discus
> Shot putt
> Long jump

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Ok ok... Too formal. ha ha... anyways, I joined in a 400m girls and march pass. I'm not sure but maybe it is pure luck that i won 1st place in the 400m (again!!)... *sigh* I ran according to what I've planned which turned out alright.. However, there is some stupid accident occur... One of the girls from Indera house ran right in front of me... I planned on jog on the first 300m and start sprinting on the last 100... So i did.. Just as i went past the girl, she lost her balance and fell off the ground... And what worst, she fell at 2m to finish line... So i won... At first i was happy about it... But then, some people said that i tripped the girl (watha?!), some other said that its pure luck that i won, while those who cares abt me said that even when she didn't trip, i still won cuz i cn catch up to her even when i was far back then... *sigh* I don't know how should i feel abt me winning..........

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Kesuma - 1st place
Putera - 2nd place

Best decoration and marchpass - Indera

Congratulations to all!!!

Love?

I've been reposting Bulletins in Friendster and amongst all, Two of the story actually freeze me and caught my interest. So I might as well repost it here. It was quite touching actually. Here they are...:

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* Loving is Sacrificing? *

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put
it on yourself? It's
bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
Girl: I love you too, please just slow
down now! Please

(in the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

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* The Cutest Love Note *

One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The girl then asked the boy
to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told
him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time
to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed
her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was
speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing
the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."

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Then i realized and I start questioning myself. Both of these story is telling the Girls how precious the Boys can be. How loyal they are to them. And how loving they can be. Some however really2 love one another but don't know how to show it.

* Love to everyone *

Maltesers - ...no ordinary chocolate! Family!

Seems like it's fate that brought Maltesers to us. What is this?? How are people going to understand what's going on?? Let me take you back to what really happen....:

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*One month ago - May*

It was about a month ago, I was sick. Well not really sick, just not feeling well... (...What's the difference?..). Anyways, the thing that scares me for over three years happened again, My serious nosebleed. I have this sickness ever since i was little. While I was having lessons in my GP class, it started bleeding. I barely recall what really happened back then but right after my nose bleed, everything went blur. When my vision returned clear, i was on a couch with my nose covered and what worst is they called an ambulance over to pick me up. I was given 3 days Medical Certificate in order for me to rest.

What is this?? (Focus Dye...!) What i really wanna tell is what happened while i was gone. When i came back to college, I found out that my GP mates distribute among themselves this "Kit Kat" chocolate and come up with "Kit Kat Family". It consist of a Weird Gramp, Slumber Daddy, Childish Mummy, 5 crazy daughters and a new born silent Baby . Wanna know the funny part is? I was the "Childish Mummy". *LOL*

Basically here are the members...:

Weird Gramps - Nazmi
Slumber Daddy - Bayak
Childish Mummy - Yui
Crazy Daughter 1 - Shikin
Crazy Daughter 2 - Syaza
Crazy Daughter 3 - Djah
Crazy Daughter 4 - Shamie
Crazy Daughter 5 - Qiesha
Silent Baby - Shidah

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*Now - June*

Another chocolate has been distributed to the family due to the birthday celebration of the "Weird" Gramp's. He gave away two types of chocolates; Maltesers and Hershey's. The Maltesers box has a "No ordinary chocolate!" sign on it. My sarcasm forced me to cross out the "chocolate" sign and replace it to "Family". Hence, the Maltesers family is formed.

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* Behind The Scenes *

There is another special tale going on the very same day Gramps brought the chocolate. I tell you what is it...:

The very morning, my father gave me an Almond's chocolate and coincidently, I've bought Cadbury Marble the day before. I ate a few of it and bring another box to school hoping to eat it with Neo(My sweet little baby boyfriend) and my friends. Then, early in the morning, my friend bring along M&M and give some to me. Then I have my P.S with my friends. To my surprise, my friend Lala brought along with her Ferroro Rouche (..Whatever the spelling is...) so we shared all the chocolates we have together with the others. After i have my P.S, I have my GP class and then again, Gramps brought another chocolate, in fact he brought two types; Hershey's and Maltesers. Lunch time, I ate the remaining chocolates with Neo. Quite a lot actually. I have maths class in the afternoon and my sweet friend Linda gave me a Panda biscuit with chocolate flavor on the inside.

I thought that was it. Then i hungered for more chocolate, My father drove his way to the 'De Rimba Department Store' and i bought a Cadbury Bytes and another from 'Wesmart'.

What a day~!

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Cast

Almond's Chocolate
Cadbury Marble
M&M
Ferrero Rouche
Hershey's
Panda
Cadbury Bytes

Special thanks to...:

Kit Kat

Message..:

Thanks for the fun month~! *ROTFL*

Lin Ji

*Gone to get another bucket as the first has been filled with LinJi's love*

*ROTFL*

I come across my favorite person, Lin Ji last night. We hadn't chat nor meet as we used to in the earlier times. We had a good chat last night. Well the funny thing is that I thought I gave her my blog page already but then She didn't remember me telling about it to her. Or is it me?? I' pretty sure it's me. I'm not much of a memory person. LOL~ Anyways, this is what I am in her point of view. This is what she wrote in her blog.

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Dati here is a lovely girl. She is my friend since we first met in SMMG. We barely talked until...wait.. we were talking ever since then but we got closer when we were in Form 4. I must say we share a lot of things in common. Let's not go there. >.> <.< >.> Let's say to the point it was SCARY. LoL... xD She is friendly, caring, all laughy too and ultimately loves to put friends first before her. So ladies and you fellas out there, this is Hidayati [i call her dati so yeah.. xD]

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Sweet, isn't she.... Just don't believe everything she said or texted about me. LoL~ I agree with her in the SHARE-A-LOT-OF-THINGS-IN-COMMON part. It is the most SCARY part in our life. I said 'MOST' scary part~ i mean it. She don't want to mention what it really means. hahahaha... Anyways, I would do the same thing to her.

Linji here is a gurl~ Duh! haha.. I was quite surprised when we first met we don't really communicate that close when we first came in Menglait. Honestly, i don't really remember when or how we became close friends somehow i just feel that it happened in a flash. The weird part is when we got to talking, most of the things that sparks her interest also caught mine. What i like, she likes it too~ vv. The best part in her is that she ALWAYS smiles. She hid her emotions and her temper perfectly. She's an intelligent girl. She's an honest person. Loving, caring and always-there type of girl. Eh eh talking about emotions, I NEVER see her cry. Really Ji.

Pretty kan?? hahahah
See how she smiles.









Never break her trust. You'll never regain it. You'll feel sorry to yourself for that.

*Smiles*

My Reward for Bad Day

Last night i thought that today will be the best day of my life. Well, it's not that i have something going on but sort of like a plan. But oh my god..! It turned out bad~ N i mean really really bad~ I overslept this morning and i have to rush myself ( i hate that when it happens ) and i slipped off in the bathroom cause my small sister left a soap at a middle of nowhere ( that really hurts i tell you). When i came down the stairs, there was nobody there well except for my mum who stays at home ( not working at the moment if you know what i mean ). My dad's already off sending my sisters to school. I thought i was left behind 'again' but luckily my dad had made a u-turn because he left something at home. I was thakful but not so thankful in my car ( my dad keeps bragging me abt being late and how it affects him... bla.. bla ). So i arrived at the college and i almost tripped off from the car ( well, it's a good thing there was nobody there orelse....... except for my sister ). Then on my way to my registration class, i actually got bumped on the stupid door at the geography's block ( well, who's to blame? These things happened ). Then everything went fine until it's lunch time. I was on my way to my gang's hangout spot ( a the back of the library ) and i bumped again to a wall ( how clumsy am i? ). Then we have this academy rewards thingy going on during the afternoon sessions. My mum was there cause my sister's one of them. i was carrying my bag and my files then my sister got me carry her laptop cause she's busy and all ( great, my sister got a certificate and i got a laptop. Well, at least i have a temporary present for the day i went through ). But ladies and gentleman, that's not my reward yet. I went home and my dad actually buy me an 'easi' card ( Cool huh?! ).

*p.s - after i receive the precious gift, i tripped off another stairs and bumped my head to my own bedroom door. Good gracious. I AM CLUMSY...!!

I missed my best friends...

It's been a very long time i've never talked to my best friend(LinJi)... i kind of missed her though... And halawi too... We've been like the trio fer a long long time already... but because of 'that' incident, our relations became further... further... further... I've known them for a very very long time and we were like bestfriends ever... i liked sharing everything with them... but now, all gone... nothing is left... i know, its harder for them to trust me again... and i believe it is entirely my fault...

Not only my friends are moving further away from me... the person i dont want to be near with is coming closer to me now... how am i supposed to do now? am i just stupid enough to believe that they will come back to me? Cauze that's what im doing now... i believe that halawi is not that type of person... i have faith in them both...