Dyecasablanca's Lair

Technically Dreamy

2011-03-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

I haven't been updating my blog for a while now. Saturday, just celebrated ITB Silver Jubilee Dinner (Let's reconnect...) and it was tremendously amazing. Today supposed to be on a date with a friend but I kind of blew it off to assist my granny go to the clinic.

While at it.. I seriously can't find my center. I kept seeing his face everywhere and it troubles me. I really need to keep myself busy just not to think about him or else people might think I've lost it which I am. I kept looping the OST of different Korean Drama and I just realize all of them are love songs. Just for the sake, I'll track it down here...

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Page One (Part 1) by SG Wannabe & Ok Ju-hyun

Coffee House OST
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어쩌죠 그대가 또 생각이 나요
What do I do, I think of you again
내 심장이 한 사람만 원해요
My heart wants only one person
어쩌죠 사랑이 난 겁이나는데
What do I do, I'm afraid of love
마주보면 난 또 웃게돼
but when our eyes meet, I smile again

나를 설레게 하는 사람
The person who makes me a-flutter
숨겨왔던 내맘
My heart I've been hiding
들켜버린 것 같아
I think I've been caught

사랑해요 사랑해줘요
I love you, please love me
단 하루도 그대없인 안돼요
I can't do without you even one day
그대에게 첫사랑 난 아니라 해도
Even if I'm not the first love for you
나는 너무 행복해
I'm too happy still

보이나요 나의 사랑이
Can you see, my love
들리나요 심장이 뛰는 소리를
Can you hear, the heart beating
어쩌면 그 전부터 시작된 사랑도
It could be, the love started before
그대 일지 몰라
it might have been you

♩

나를 꿈꾸게 하는 사람
The person who makes me dream
내게 남은 사랑
The love left to me
모두 다 주고 싶어
I want to give it all

사랑해요 사랑해줘요
I love you, please love me
단 하루도 그대없인 안돼요
I can't do without you even one day
그대에게 첫사랑 난 아니라 해도
Even if I'm not the first love for you
나는 너무 행복해
I'm too happy still

보이나요 나의 사랑이
Can you see, my love
들리나요 심장이 뛰는 소리를
Can you hear, the heart beating
어쩌면 그 전부터 시작된 사랑도
It could be, the love started before
그대 일지 몰라
it might have been you

나 아파도 기다릴게요
I'll wait even if it hurts
언제라도 그 어떤 모습이라도
Whenever, however you look,
내겐 멋질테니까 그댈 볼 수 있다면
it'll look handsome to me so if I can see you
그걸로 난 충분해
I'm satisfied with that

보이나요 나의 사랑이
Can you see, my love
들리나요 심장이 뛰는 소리를
Can you hear, the heart beating
그댄 나의 첫사랑 내 마지막 사랑
You're my first love my last love
날 사랑해줘요
Please love me

Hiatus

2011-03-03T21:20:00.000-08:00

I know I haven't been updating this blog for so long. =) I was busy.. actually STILL AM~

Currently, doing some new layout for my website and maybe to update this blog layout (While busy with other stuff too.. Which is too important to share publicly). So, I will be back soon.

xoxo

kjnioj

2010-01-06T06:51:00.001-08:00

kjni

Jae + Ho

2009-02-18T07:06:00.000-08:00

Lolz. I just read a FANFIC from one of the cassies about the popular pair "JaeHo" or also known as "YunJae". Crazily hilarious. Everytime I read those pairing fic, I kept imagining that drama "Dangerous Love" where they act "gay-ish" XDDD mwahahahah!!

im adding something here~!! XDD i've Photoshopped new Jae Ho image!!!! MWAHAHHAHAHAH!!

Happy 21st Birthday Minnie Oppa!!!

2009-02-18T05:37:00.000-08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Minnie Oppa!!!

Saengil Chukha Hamnida!!

Hope you have a wonderful birthday this year minnie^^

Love you always!!

Seriously, you grew mature every day and every year you grew handsomer!!

XDD

All the best minnie oppa!!!

Eventhough the roads are filled with cabaranssss.. We will always support you. You fell, we will grab you and support you.. You cried, we gave our shoulder.. You cheered, we cheered with you.. Now and Forever!!

Chukae!!

Love you love you love you always!!!

xoxo

-Yu-

February Friends

2009-02-12T07:19:00.000-08:00

aaaaa... so malas ady...
will continue this later or tomorrow!! XDD

Hwaiting > Tired

2009-02-12T07:13:00.000-08:00

See the heading there!! its not hwaiting -> tired... it's actually HWATING MORE THAN TIRED!! XDD

Anyways, for starter I would like to say I'M SILLY!!!

mwahahah!! how could I be fasting in the time for the National Day Practice?? O.o LOLx But anyways, the week is very tough for me.... with all the assignments going and my postponed test becz of my sickness!! and the practices... I'm sooo tired really... but nonetheless like shakespeare said "think not of what the country can do for you but what you can do for your country"... HAH!!! u know where im going... XDD i will keep on walking!!

No turning back now!!

Hwaiting!!

btw, FINALLY after a looooong wait, a news about "Badminton" finally came up in ITB!!!
I really wanna join in but I have no confident~~ wait!! cross that! Hwaiting!! i can do it!! exercise is guuuuuuud for your health!!

Last but not least........

UNNNIEEEEEEEE!!!! ALIA UNNIEEE~!!!
I miss you and more importantly I soooooo envious of you!!!! You get to meet Yunho oppa.... T.T
I want i want i want!!! *antak2 kaki to the very max smpai bengkak2s*

Happy Birthday Yunho Oppa!!

2009-02-06T07:24:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday U-KNOW / Saengil chukha HamnidaYunho Oppa,

Saying this to you through words is never enough for me because words cannot describe how wonderful person you are to me. You have cheered me up when I'm down with all your personality, with all your craziness, with all your charms. I started as a fan but now I know you have been part of my life. Having you as part of my life is like a bless. And If I'd get the chance, I would draw the picture of you from the mountains and present to you as your birthday gift.

Seeing you through videos, through images and through any medias have brought me to the stage where I can't stop smiling. So I'm thinking... How would it feel to see you and talk to you in person. I may take some surgery because perhaps if I do see you in person I probably can't stop smiling for the rest of my life.

There are millions of people there rooting for you, cheering for you and worrying for you. Some even died and still thinking of you. They happened to be like that is because you have shone their lives. Proudly, I would like to say that I am one of them.

Having you as part of my life is like a bless.

I may not be the first person to know you, to greet you, to talk to you or even to be your friend, but I am still that person who cry for you, to smile for you and even to support you. And I, The girl who was, is and always will be in love with you...

True, when people come up to me and say, "He's a celebrity. He won't be looking at you." I may be the craziest person on earth. But it's too late now. You are already part of me. Which part of me? The hidden and well protected where if people try to remove it, I'll die - the heart. Loving you from a distance will be enough.

Happy birthday once again,
May all your wish will come true,
Hope you have a wonderful birthday this year,
And you shall cherish....

Hopelessly devoted to you.... I love you...

-Yu-

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That's right... i made that birthday message especially for him. I dunno but that's what i felt during his birthday... and that banner... DONT STEAL!! It's a banner i made for our forum.

Missing You...

2009-02-02T09:08:00.001-08:00

Long time no update myself with my Idol k-grup & k-band. Seriously I'm missing them.

It's almost Yun's and Minnie's birthday now. We have prepared Jun, Joongie and Yun's present. Left with minnie's. I hope Taki had prepared something 4 him. Hear that Taki-ssi!! F nada, I'll take minnie away! Mwahaha~! Anyhow, better prepare 4 the Birthday message book for Joongie & Yun. I kept forgetting to announce the project. What a staff I am!

Speaking of Birthday, I will update my February friends' birthday. Will hang it up 2mrw!

I seriously can't wait for Seung Hyun's debut. I've lots of questions to answer. I know the question people would likely to ask is "Will Seung Hyun be able to fill Won Bin's shoe?" or "Can Seung Hyun REPLACE Won Bin?". Obviously, the answer is NO. Won Bin and Seung Hyun is two totally different people. Even if Seung Hyun is good, he will never be Won Bin and neither will him to SH. I think I'm still strong to accept that binnie has left. But still, it's not wrong to wonder. Will they be able to get on board with their new life? Will Hong Gi get his smile back after a lot of crying? Hopfully the primadonnas won't start comparing them both. We'll see how things go.

Oh oh! Today Sir Idham talked about designs and stuff for introduction on "Dreamweaver". Amazingly, I'm so very much interested in it. Guess I do like design by heart. I know I did pretty badly on Access, hope I won't in DW.

I AM TOTALLY MISSING MY FRIENDS!!! How is Linji&Lawi?FS? De'Lawa? Lt-11'ians? T.T i havn't spend time with them ever since 4ever!! How have you been doing? Aku miss kamuuuuu~
Btw, congratz to my kawans yg pass a'lvl and yg lain sorry ah. Keep tryin. Don't give up!

Last but not least... Stephy!! It's almost 3 months now! What is the status of the stuff?! Just a few seconds will do to tell that now would it?

Oh Won Bin >>> Song Seung Hyun

2009-01-30T00:11:00.000-08:00

Members exchange..... Good? Bad? We'll see...

In my FT Island's Lair, I've posted the Leaving of Won Bin and Coming of Seung Hyun and to be fair, I as a Primadonnas will try to accept this. We might as well give Seung Hyun a chance to show what he got right?

So, Goodbye Won Bin. I hope you have a great life in your new solo like they said and I want to wish you luck. You will always be in our hearts as FT Island's sub-vocal and guitarist. Love you always!

Welcome Seung Hyun!! You're as tall as Joongie oppa!! Looking forward to your performance! Always be rooting for you and the rest of the FT Island!!! Hong Gi aaaaaaahhh!!!! XDDD *biased mode turned on*

Binnieeee..... WHY?!!!

2009-01-28T01:50:00.000-08:00

I'm so effin' SAD right now!! I was having my lunch around 12++ and BAM! a text message came from my friend, Aimi telling the shocking news... I believe the exact message was...:

Yui!!

Won Bin has LEFT FT Island for REAL!!

OMG!! I'm soo sad!! I feel like crying now!!!

What do you think my reaction at that particular time?!! OF COURSE SHOCK!!! My mood break down right after!! WHYYYY??!!! I want to know the real reason binnie ssi!!! I don't want to believe it..... and I take it as a rumor... but N000000000..... I Searched to every web that linked to K-pops, and it turned out TRUE.... PAINFULLY TRUE!!!

Want to know the full story? Visit here

COME BACK binnie ssi.............='(

Tagged by Kaka imahhhh~!! ^^

2009-01-27T05:07:00.000-08:00

1. Do you think you're hot?
No!! I'm CUTE!!! XDD

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

3. Why you like that picture?
I look cute... XD

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
I forgot O.o a year and half perhaps? XDD

5. The last song you listen to?
FT Island - Saranghooae (After Love)

6. What are you doing now besides this?
Studying Visual Basic.... =.=

7. What name do you prefer besides yours?
Yung Hi

8. Tag 5 people.
8.1 Rochieee dongsaengiiii~
8.2 Elle dongsaengiii^^
8.3 Lala
8.4 Aiza chingu~!!
8.5 Laifunnnn ssi^^

9. Who is number 8.1?
Rochie^^ My sweet dongsaeng in CSSPF^^ she's cute and funny.... childlike and sweet!!

10. Number 8.2 is having a relationship with who?
Uhhh... I have no idea~ but i know she's DEADLY in love with DBSK oppas~

11. Say something about number 8.5.
Laifun~~ she's sweet and she's a primadonna~ LOVES FTI sooo sooo muchiee^^

12. How about number 8.4?
Aiza.. my luvly cutey friend in CSSPF. We're like so close and i like being her friend~~~

13. Who is number 8.3?
LALALALALALALL~!!!! my purple-LOVEY-DOVEY friend~!! she's like my gang in MD!!! we have a grup called "De'Lawa" and seriously i am missing themmmmmm!!!!

Back From Hiatus^^

2009-01-27T03:32:00.000-08:00

I'm back from my looooong silly holiday^^ Why I say its my holiday is because everything is silly for me. Jokiessss~ anyhow, my holiday was superv especially my first trip to KL!! and now I'm back.

I'll update on the KL part when I have the photos with me.

Today was my first day for semester 2, Year 1 in ITB. So far so good. No comment yet, but LOTS of people have a new haircut!! ^^ We watched a bit of video by Miss Wida and BAM! LAWAAA~!! XDD I think I'll have a copy of that later~ Then lunch at Giant with Mami and Farah~

At home, we go Qilah's.... *ahem* i mean MIQY's house and play Wiiiiiiii~ XDD but nda batah la.. Zimah eventually called Qilah to talk about problems. Well, me and my small sis have something to do with it as well so we talked it over and everything turned out good... FINALLY!!! Honestly i miss us hanging like we used to^^

okayyyy time to study^^

Holiday break!!

2009-01-06T10:33:00.001-08:00

Yeahhh... The Hiatus I'm referring to is taken from the wikipedia "A period of time where one is on a break". Where my period of break will be from 7th till 15th January perhaps^^Sorry dear readers. Will be back soon!!

p.s - Starting to addict to Wonder Girlssss~ XDDD Will tell how it happens when I get back.

Cassiopeia-family.com

2009-01-05T21:02:00.000-08:00

Yeah.... Cassiopeia-family.com!

The largest and the most free-to-play forum ever for me. I've joined the forum for quite a long time now. The first time I joined in was the day I first fell devoted to TVXQ but I don't know how to work with forum at that particular time. Look at me now, I'm a Graphic Designer and a Warning Team in that particular forum!

I've met A LOT of new friends in that forum too. Somewhat I call my another home. Where we play in the chatbox, and there I was called the "Marshie gurl"by a lot of people there - Aizaaa, Rochiee, Tya, Catz, Hermie, Liz, Hikii, Hoshie, Emerliena, unnie RJ, apple, lots2 neh. Life keeps getting in the way again. Seperating each and every of us... =(

Just wish everyone of us could still in contact with each other.

Message: MISH YOU ALL!!!!

January Friends

2009-01-04T09:55:00.000-08:00

Here are the names of people born on January that I have on my list:

13th - Aizamia's (CSSPF)
19th - Syaza's (No Ordinary Family)
21st - Syiqin's (My Lovely sister / Ohana)
26th - Jaejoong's (TVXQ/DBSK/DBSG/THSK / Celebrity)

That's all?? O.o SERIOUSLY?!!! I thought I would have a full list!!! 10 lines at least!! XDD

Nevermind then, my friends, if i missed out your birthdays, I'm sorry~ don't be mad at me blakang2. Do it in my "Love Letter" so I can record it! *grins*

Message:

Happy birthday in advance peeps!! XD

3 more days till my flight

2009-01-04T09:47:00.000-08:00

Seriously... 3 more days!!! I haven't prepared my stuff yet!! What worse is that I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BRING!!! My god!! I am an idiot!! XDDD

Okay... wat to do now.. I'm all stressed up...

Firstly, my small sis went back to asrama already. Thinking of her going there again makes me miss her more. I mean all I can think right now is just hoping that the holiday she was having to be LONGERRRR~~ I know it was selfish of me but.. Its what im thinking right nw. I just miss having fun with her around.

2ndly, I just got off on9 phone with my brother. I really miss him and he seems fine there. Well, that's good right?? Gambatte ne!! Gud luck sna bro!!

3rdly, I really2 feel annoyed right now by a certain person. Don't wanna point finger and all. Just hope he/she could just stop irritating me!! Getting on my nervesssss... SERIOUSLY!!

and 4thly, Imma gonna go on afternoon date with my two best friends tomorrow... or laterrrr!! Yay!!! I really2 miss them. We never get to hang out like we used to nw.

That's all I think... Oh yes, will add up a birthday post next!!

New Year 2009!

2009-01-02T09:01:00.000-08:00

It's a brand new year, the year 2009! I may be late to say this but... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I decided to bring in my new skin. New looks!! and I named it "Dyecasablanca's Lair" and I changed to a new link as well "http://dyecasablanca.blogspot.com" so its a bit easier that way since the link is the same as my email^^

Enough about the new stuff. Let me start with whatever happened in the entrance of 2009... For starter, there are a lot, I repeat-A LOT of wedding invitations to attend this holiday and it doesn't seem like a holiday to me at all.

2ndly, I'm going to go KL this 7th January. I'll be going there for the whole 9 days perhaps. Spending time with the DYC gangs. Hoping for the best to happen^^

3rdly, I'm sooo damn stressed now. My idol, Hong Gi was in hospital the last few days. He was quite sick in his last performance. Damn! Never thought that the anti-fans could say he's not professional enough!!! For god sakes, he's been doing an unbeliveable non-stop performance for three whole days and he's the main vocal... HOW COULD THEY SAY THAT?!!! erkh... never the less, I still love you my dorky guy!!

4thly, I'm tired.... NEED TO SLEEP!!! XDDD I'll be updating the birthday post 2mrw~!

Tears on my pillow

2008-07-15T17:52:00.000-07:00

Right!! That's how i feel now...

I want to have a comfy sleep. A calm, peaceful rest. but... NOOOO!!!!! Tears keeps on pouring out... I'm all confused now. Don't ask me why. I can't even answer that.

Because of that thing that happened during that time!! Yesh that time!! *sigh*

Yunho "O" style Plush Doll

2008-07-04T10:25:00.000-07:00

The Yunho "O" style plush doll.

That's right!! The Yunho doll that I've been waiting for is FINALLY mine!!!!!!! XDDD I love the description for the doll that unnie first introduce to me~ She said...

"Yunho has one, Jaejoong has one as well (his one is with his face on). Yunho said his dolly is cuter than Jaejoong's. Jaejoong used his doll to scare Yoochun because he thought Jaejoong's doll is creepy"

Wahhhh!! and i named him Yunho Jr~!!

TVXQ Brunei Fanclub 1st Gathering

2008-06-15T16:34:00.000-07:00

Today...

We're having the first gathering of the TVfXQ Brunei FC. Yeay!! Finally the members get to get together and know each other!! *LOL*

Special thanks to Unnie Bear and Aimi for organizing the gathering^^

It started with the arrival of the volunteers early morning (but i arrived late cz of transportation problem....) helping on the foods, designing the place and stuff.

Estimation of people arriving is around 11.30++am. We start the event by having the Tweedledee and Tweedledum (forgot who is who but its Waryah and Elle) with their funny not-so-prepared speech (but unexpectedly good!) and then they introduced our very own admins (Aimi, Jae-butt and Liza-butt.. XD) and then the moderators (ok... couldnt remember the whole crew but lemme guess... Sue, Alia unnie, Elle, hannah.... *dont kill me if i 4gt to mention someone*).

Then, if i remembered correctly, we have The Tweedles singing us a Korean song~~ (wah~ loveleh!!)

After that, we're playing one of the game that DBSK used to play, the Dibi dibi Dib game!!! It's like a Rock, Paper, scissor game and it was fun^^ While waiting for the demo to be shown by the projector, some of us have started our performance, dancing^^ (the dance *cough* by *cough* your very own *chuckles* ME!!! ahhaha, syn, waryah and Elle) Then the game start... its between the DongBang(Red team) and ShinKi(Black team)... (Just so u know, the black team wears black and red team wears red... duh!!)

Then they watched ALL ABOUT DBSK VoL 2 (while eating!!) ... Thanks for the Vid Unnie bear!!

And then we start the phototaking session and party time!!! heheh!!

**will be back with the photos**

have to leave cz... (i dunno wats wrong with my head but i saw the screen sa ne gagar2... its like aaaaa...make it stop!!)

Happy birthday May & June

2008-06-12T11:56:00.000-07:00

Okay... This may quite a few celebrating their birthday^^

May

12th: Fatineous (Relatives)
23rd: Kaka Fi (My sweet bro's gf)
24th: Siti Farhanah (De'Gothic De'Lawa)
25th: Zoolfadhli (relatives)
31st: Nazmi(Uncle NOF)

June

4th: Park Yoo Chun (DBSK)
10th: Shimah / Rahimah (Friends)
12th: Hj Mohd. Sani (My beloved Abah)
13th: Siti Sarah (De'Foxy De'Lawa)
14th: Warai (Friends) / Syazwan (Friends) / Hilme (Friends)
16th: Diyanah (Bay Fs#5)
17th: Ka Lina (Friends)
25th: Abg Syuk (Family) / Anizawati (Friend) / Syaz (Friend) / Sharif (Friend) / Menk (Friend)

Happy birthday to all!!! Love ya!! xD

P.s = Miahn... forgot to add yg lum ada aa... now added!!! yeay!! XD

Treehouse

2008-06-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

I decided to make my new layouts a Treehouse theme. I dunno it just pops in my head^^ Mula2 tu kan mbuat background kayu.. then it comes tarus2 to do a fall like tree~~

Anyhow, this is how it turned out!! ^^ Bit of mix and match on the pictures jadi the kingdom of TREEHOUSE!!!! kyahhahahaha!!!

Im still working on the codings thou^^ and the songs tu kn dtambah2 g~~ kyahaha~~ but so far okay kan~~?? XDDDD

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BTW, TODAY IS BIRTHDAY ABAH!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOWWW!!!!

Happy Birthday Babah!!! Smoga panjang umur n murah rezeki~~
Yui syg abah!!!

Congratulations!

2008-06-02T04:41:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to:

Mohamad Hamdan bin Ibrahim

and
Dayang Masitah binti Haji Abd Rahman.

Who just got married this saturday (31st May 2008). Semoga mereka akan sentiasa dicucuri rahmat dari ilahi (Amin!).

We had traveled all the way from Rimba to Batong. Such tiring journey but fun cz ukn me yg mendrive!! *lol* anyhow, my cuzzy ikut.. we call her Yul~ (dekat2 my name kan??) *lol* She's talkative p cali... tooooo honest.. so cute lah~

Fs#4 Note....

2008-05-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

I was studying my maths P4 just now and i saw the yellow + maroon book. I took the book out from the bookcase and smile fondly. I flipped through the pages and stopped to a page that mention something about love. It says:

4 oL' ppl who say "i luv u" wen u hav no clue wut luv is exactly!! Wut is luv? Wen we claim d8 itz luv d8 we hav 4 sumone, r we correct? Sumtin to ponder upon.....

R ur palms sweaty, is ur heart racin' and iz ur voice caught within ur chest? It isn't luv, itz like!

U can't keep ur eyes o hands of 'em, m i ryt? It isn't luv, its lust!

R u proud, n eager to show them off? It isn't luv, its luck!

Do ya want 'em bcz u noe they'r there? It isn't luv, its loneliness!

R u there bcz its wut evryone wants? it isn't luv, its loyalty!

R u there bcz they kiz u o held ur hand? It isn't luv, its low confidence!

Do ya stay 4 their confessions of luv, bcz u don want 2 hurt 'em? It isn't luv, its pity!

Do ya belong 2 'em bcuz their sight makes ur heart skip a beat? It isn't luv, its Infatuation!

Do ya pardon their faultz bcz u care bout 'em? It isn't luv, its friendship!

Do ya tell 'em dat everyday they'r the only one u think of? It isn't luv, its a lie!

R u willing to giv 'ol of ur fav things to 'em 4 their sake? It isn't luv, its charity!

See... some things are misunderstood.. What is the true meaning of luv??

Stupidas!!! so menyasal to look over the old stuff eh!! Now i miss my friends even more!!!!!
Especially my FS', my BFF, my elevians and all my De'Lawas!! missing you all damn much!!! Now i cant even chat freely with my CF!!! so missing everyone!

But at least i get to meet bay in school yesterday!!! still not enuf dearie... so want to meet all of u agen and hangout!!

Aiza has Tagged me!!! ^^

2008-05-27T00:30:00.000-07:00

3 People who makes me laugh: My Family, My Friends and DBSK(indirectly) xD
3 Things I love: DBSK merchandise, Presents from friends and Casablanca
3 Things I hate: Nothing, Non, Nah.
3 Things I don't understand: Craziness, Love, Why people looooove to hate each other.
3 Things on my desk: Lappy, Wallet and a photo of JYH.
3 Things I'm doing right now : blogging, listening to DBSK Loving You and playing Monkey Island.
3 Things I wanna do before I die: Meet Jung Yunho in person, meet DBSK and FTI(esp Hongki) in person and help anyone in any way i can.
3 Things I can do: smile, following orders and dance!!!!
3 Things I can't do: Sing, Flirt and gang up
3 Things I think you should listen to: Korean song(esp DBSK's), explanations and
3 Things you should never listen to: Crappy stupid reasons, People planning to gang up on one another and any songs that dont have meanings.
3 Things I'd like to learn: Cultures & language around the world, New things and to hate ^^
3 Favourite food: Cheese, cheese and lots of cheese!!!
3 Beverages I drink regularly: Water, Orange and Coconut^^
3 shows I watched as a kid: Dragon ball, Sailormoon and Doraemon.
3 People I'm tagging: Ash bomber, Kiki and Lala.

How I wish I could swear like I used to...

2008-05-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!
that's what I feel right now!!
I sooo want to tell off that *beep* and that *beep*beep*!!!!
They don't know the real story, yet blasted off like that!
U think I din't say anything??!! I did!!!
Do u think they listen??? SOOOOO like you did!! IGNORE!!!!

Yeah!! that's what MOST ppl do, they IGNORE!!!
can't get it enough?? i spell it out for you!!
I-G-N-O-R-E!!!!!!!!!!
Nah!!!

*tick*
*tock*

okay... 7 mins up... i stop now^^

*sigh* i wish i could say that to their face... especially *beep**beep*
But I'm just not like that... That's not me...
DOnt make me someone that's not I am...

U know who u r...
^^ take care... WTF?!! xD

DRIVE

2008-05-14T04:12:00.000-07:00

DRIVE is a word that really meant a lot to me. It was the word used by our very own CG. DINA to Linji when her performance in study dropped. The very word that helped me in my study. The very word that taught me to be more confident.

It was actually a group study that consists of 9 different people for 9 different subject. I remembered it well cuz i was the leader for my fav *cough* subject.. *cough* MATHS~!! xD

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Hey....

Today, just when i just woke up... My mobile phone was there beside me... I took a peek at it and my BEST FRIEND texted me...

Then i visited her page... this is what she write...

Do you remember when we had our little group? our DRIVE? It was just like yesterday.

We were all lost - we thought there weren’t any more hope for us to achieve credits in our papers - so we formed our little group, the DRIVE. We made our little icons, we drew them onto our papers, we made our own notes, we always have a leader to carry out the group discussion each day, we had fun.

Our group meeting was always held after school, after lunch. We would sit together and chat a little before getting all serious in the next hour. It was Monday: Lin Ji (Biology), Halawi (Georgraphy), then Tuesday: Iskandar(History), Dati(Math)..it goes on - the leaders of the day. haha. Our group meetings went on for months!

Not very long later, our group got bigger. From a five to a nine, slowly almost the whole class wanted to join. We shared our notes, we debated, we discussed, we joked, we chilled, we were almost like a family. And Lim, if you are reading this - just so you know, condoms were and still would not be a nice topic to talk about during our breaks. haha. CHASING AROUND THE CLASSROOMS IS A NO-NO TOO!! hahaha… -.-

It’s sad to see all of you have gone, that we no longer are in a group. When I was asked to help in teaching the juniors now, I couldn’t help but to think of this little group of ours. The way I teach, the way I explain, only got better because of our little group.

Right, dati? hehehe.

Oh and to lawi and dati, good luck in helping them!! Sorry I couldn’t join! I bet it’s a blast teaching the younger ones again. Klau aku disana bah, indatah kitani mengajar - kan mati.. we would joke sampai ntah bila! haha

To Iskandar: Dar, you need to tell me one day when you are freeeee!!!

To Pei Lei: I shall see you soon!! haha.

='(

Jiiiii!!!!!!! so wanna cry right now!!!
I remembered every little thing that happened... Even the time when we discussed about condoms... which was stupiiiiiid~ xD

Drive.... such great memories.... The time when we actually struggle our ass off just for O'Level... which was worth it ^^

Happy Birthday Jan, Feb, March and April

2008-04-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry For this late greetings but there seems to be a lot of problems with the connections plus I am busy these few days so....

Anyways, here are the lists of BIRTHDAYs of my Family/BFF/F.s/Friends/Relatives/DBSK members from January up till April.

January

21st: 'Asyiqin (My darling sister)
26th: Kim Jaejoong (DBSK)

February

06th: Jung Yunho (DBSK) / Mu'ien (Friend)
16th: Anisma (Friend)
18th: Changmin (DBSK)
20th: Hjh Salamah (Mummy)
28th: Hikki (Friend)

March

03rd: Khalliq (Friend)
15th: Zulkifli (Friend)
20th: Yahdiyani (Relative)
24th: F.s. Reunion's Anniversary!!
26th: Neeja (Friend)

April

03rd: Fiyyanz (Friend) / Saufi (Friend)
04th: Siaw wei (F.s#1)
08th: Halim (Friend)
11th: Hadi (Friend) / Fifah (Friend)
14th: Arif (Friend)
17th: Nia (Friend)
20th: Adyani (F.s#2)
25th: Rudy abg. (Relative)

To those who I haven't greet, and to those who I haven't list.... Miahnayo!! sorry!! Sumimasen!! Do leave a message and I will surely put in!!

** Happy Birthday to all!!

October

2007-10-29T09:55:00.000-07:00

Alrigt alright!!! eh my sweet best Girlfren ani tah bnr!!! Here's an update of my blog requested by LinJi.... Tu!! tu!! that girl!! *points at my chat box* hahaha... anyways here's what happened lately...

First of all... i would like to congratulate the people's birthday in October... Well.. A lot ee... There's a lot of my dollies birthday in this very month...

7th...:
- The Twins ( Azri n Azmi )

11th...:
- Syami

12th...:
- Mine!!! hahahaha
- Zul
- Ezzah

15th...:
- Pqah
- Amal

20th...:
- Linji *sways*

27th...:
- Erna
- Azri

Happy birthday to all~~~!! XD

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Hey!! i just finished my maths P3 paper... it was quite difficult... but i hope it turn out alright... i was so stressed out and then i remembered the anime my sis gave me in my pendrive... The "Ouran High School Host Club"... It was funny n i mean CRAZE FUNNEH!! hahah... a bit of gay-ish stuff too but it was worth it... XD

Then my bro showed me the ridiculous anime about a girl who can leap time... i forgot the title... it was quite alright... but yea... it was worth watching.. XD dunno abt you dollies~~

its 1.30 am nw... i think that's enough for now... XD myb tomorrow again... *MAYBE!!!!

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Last word : i missed my GAIA :'(

Truth or Dare

2007-08-30T19:07:00.000-07:00

Truth or Dare is a game used by people to express their creativity. This game requires a minimum of two people. If you're playing alone..........uh... no comment on that... XD anyways, "Truth or Dare" is usually used as a punishment for losers in any games (such as cards, spin the bottle, etc.)

Rules for the game:

After losing to certain games, the player will be asked "Truth or Dare??".

If he/she chose "Truth", then the questioner will ask the victim some question (usually embarrassing) and the victim should give a truthful answer.

If the victim chose dare, then the questioner will ask the victim to do something stupid or embarrassing and the victim MUST do it!! Otherwise its sooo boring!!! XD

Got anything creative to share?? Play it!!

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Today, me and my friends played the very game.

From left to right: Adib, Dillah, Hikki, Nao, Sieg, Nancy, Yui, Neo, Kai and Tiqa

Here is the dare of the day:

Choice #1

Choice #2

Choice #3

Haha.. Kiut kan bgi pumpung atu.... Aren't they cute???? Which of these hairstyles do you like best?? XD

This one u cnt see very clearly, but his shirt is inside out. XD

Oooohz, they dare me to touch that high sign which i cnt reach by my original height... yea yea!! I'm Short XD

Onion Head Emoticons Extravaganza

2007-08-29T04:52:00.001-07:00

Emoticons... emoticons....

*sways*Well, Onion head is the cutest emoticons ever! For those who love to use emoticons in MSN, i recommend you to use this crazy creature. They not only keep your smile up because they're cute but they also crack you up with his stupid actions.

<---- This is the first onion head i saw... And i called it the "sway" The ones i love are:

click here to see the whole collections

Nisfu Syaaban

2007-08-28T09:16:00.000-07:00

"Nisfu" means half. In full means Half of Syaaban month of the Islam's calendar. On the night of 14th Syaaban is actually already the 15th of Syaaban.

This very night is a very special and one of the most blessed night after "Lailatul Qadr" for Muslims. This is because in the same night, Saiyiditina Aisyah r.a. said that our prophet, Muhammad s.a.w did not sleep praying to Allah Al-Mighty for forgiveness.

Nisfu Syaaban night is the night where our yearly life record is being brought up to be exchange with a new clean record.

For more information, click here

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Ok ok... enough formality.... Here's what happened to my life the very same day as Nisfu Syaaban in Brunei Darussalam...

In the morning of 27th August, i was fasting as it is to support the day and during the night we went to Jame'Asr Mosque. Quite a lot of people came. I must admit, it was fun having the Muslims together and supporting it by praying and reading Surah Yasin three times.

That very night the full moon shone bright as ever. See the picture below. How enchanting.... It was the most wonderful evening i've ever encounter.

*sways*

Farewell forever~

2007-08-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hey~~

I've been busy nowadays and didn't get the chance to update my blog... Well, a lot had happened actually... I wanted to post it up so that i would not forget abt the tragedy that happened in our family...

*take a deep breath*

Saturday, 4th August 2007... Was the most painful day i have ever encounter so far... The early morning during my first period, Geography, everything went perfectly well... The bell went off and i was sitting in my Physics class when my father texted me saying.....

"Dapat keluar, nini amit meninggal....."

Only god knows what i feel at that very moment... I was stoned and terrified to my very soul... All that come up in my mind was my granduncle whom i last saw lying on a hospital bed, with plasters and bandages and needles all over his skin... Although he was in that very condition, he still like to "nyaya" his grandkids... Suddenly, tears came out from my eyes and my body still petrified... As soon as my current sir, Mr Ang read the text message, he let me leave the class to get home...

My family and i went straight to the funeral...

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Addition. Life began to scare me. I surf in through the Internet and i linked through Linji's page and the first thing I saw is that she had lost her beloved grandfather. I'm sorry for your loss sweetie~

Up till now, i have heard more than 10 people died this month. And what worst, some are too young to die. Some are because of their own fault. Drunk during driving. *sighs*

. . .

Casablanca

2007-08-27T13:22:00.000-07:00

Lilies are my favorite flower. I first saw and know it in this comic 'Sailormoon', in which one of the character loves this flower so so much. I looked at it and fell in love *winkz*. There are a lot of lilies actually. Here are some pictures of it..:

My ALL-TIME-FAVORITE flower is the 'Casablanca'. This is another word for White Lily. Honestly telling, I don't really know why i really love this flower. I NEVER touched it, I NEVER held it, I NEVER smelled it. But whenever i hear the name of it or I saw the photo or see it, I get this really emotional feelings. I once saw it when my friend used the very flower to propose the girl of his dream. I was jealous of her. Not that i want someone to do the same thing to me but I really want to held it and know it more~!

-- Casablanca - White Lily --

Tremendous isn't it? See the petals? It was stated that 'Casablanca' is the most beautiful flower. The botanical name is Oriental Lily Casa Blanca. The flower is Pure White with striking Red stamen. Extremely nice fragrance. Huge perfectly shaped flowers. They also make excellent cut flowers that will impress everyone when added to flower arrangements or used solo as a beautiful accent. Spectacular Prize winning Oriental lily sport. The flower is often used as a wedding beautification in the western. It was stated that Casablanca is one of Carroll Gardens’ (America's Broadest Selection of Garden) most durable and fragrant lilies—a true perennial that will return and increase year after year. Just a small amount of this flower can make the place sparkle.

The 6th Sports Day in Maktab Duli

2007-07-25T01:21:00.000-07:00

*sigh*

I supposed to be posting about this a long time ago because it happened about three weeks ago. I didn't posting it then because i was waiting for the pictures taken during that event from a friend but it's still not here up till now. I got sick of waiting so i won't bother. Hopefully if the pictures' in my hand, i will try to repost it here.

The Maktab Duli's 6th Sports Day is held in our very own Field on the 8th July 2007. The weather is supporting the events as it was held in the morning. As similar it is with other schools in Brunei, we have our very own Sports house, namely Putera(Red), Kesuma(Green), Indera(Yellow) and Setia(Blue). There are 4 events took place, including Marchpasses each houses and combination of cheerleading from all the houses and the well-known Track and Field. There is also prize given for the most beautiful decorations amongst the four houses. We finished the Field event first and the tracks later upon the arrival of the guest of honor. To sum up, here are the overall events:

-Marchpass
-Cheerleading
-Track:
> 1500m
> 800m
> 400m
> 200m
> 100m
> 100m x 4
-Field:
> Javelin
> Discus
> Shot putt
> Long jump

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Ok ok... Too formal. ha ha... anyways, I joined in a 400m girls and march pass. I'm not sure but maybe it is pure luck that i won 1st place in the 400m (again!!)... *sigh* I ran according to what I've planned which turned out alright.. However, there is some stupid accident occur... One of the girls from Indera house ran right in front of me... I planned on jog on the first 300m and start sprinting on the last 100... So i did.. Just as i went past the girl, she lost her balance and fell off the ground... And what worst, she fell at 2m to finish line... So i won... At first i was happy about it... But then, some people said that i tripped the girl (watha?!), some other said that its pure luck that i won, while those who cares abt me said that even when she didn't trip, i still won cuz i cn catch up to her even when i was far back then... *sigh* I don't know how should i feel abt me winning..........

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Kesuma - 1st place
Putera - 2nd place

Best decoration and marchpass - Indera

Congratulations to all!!!

Love?

2007-06-04T23:32:00.001-07:00

I've been reposting Bulletins in Friendster and amongst all, Two of the story actually freeze me and caught my interest. So I might as well repost it here. It was quite touching actually. Here they are...:

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* Loving is Sacrificing? *

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put
it on yourself? It's
bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
Girl: I love you too, please just slow
down now! Please

(in the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

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* The Cutest Love Note *

One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The girl then asked the boy
to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told
him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time
to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed
her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was
speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing
the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."

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Then i realized and I start questioning myself. Both of these story is telling the Girls how precious the Boys can be. How loyal they are to them. And how loving they can be. Some however really2 love one another but don't know how to show it.

* Love to everyone *

2007-06-04T21:55:00.000-07:00

Maltesers - ...no ordinary ~~chocolate!~~ Family!

Seems like it's fate that brought Maltesers to us. What is this?? How are people going to understand what's going on?? Let me take you back to what really happen....:

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*One month ago - May*

It was about a month ago, I was sick. Well not really sick, just not feeling well... (...What's the difference?..). Anyways, the thing that scares me for over three years happened again, My serious nosebleed. I have this sickness ever since i was little. While I was having lessons in my GP class, it started bleeding. I barely recall what really happened back then but right after my nose bleed, everything went blur. When my vision returned clear, i was on a couch with my nose covered and what worst is they called an ambulance over to pick me up. I was given 3 days Medical Certificate in order for me to rest.

What is this?? (Focus Dye...!) What i really wanna tell is what happened while i was gone. When i came back to college, I found out that my GP mates distribute among themselves this "Kit Kat" chocolate and come up with "Kit Kat Family". It consist of a Weird Gramp, Slumber Daddy, Childish Mummy, 5 crazy daughters and a new born silent Baby . Wanna know the funny part is? I was the "Childish Mummy". *LOL*

Basically here are the members...:

Weird Gramps - Nazmi
Slumber Daddy - Bayak
Childish Mummy - Yui
Crazy Daughter 1 - Shikin
Crazy Daughter 2 - Syaza
Crazy Daughter 3 - Djah
Crazy Daughter 4 - Shamie
Crazy Daughter 5 - Qiesha
Silent Baby - Shidah

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*Now - June*

Another chocolate has been distributed to the family due to the birthday celebration of the "Weird" Gramp's. He gave away two types of chocolates; Maltesers and Hershey's. The Maltesers box has a "No ordinary chocolate!" sign on it. My sarcasm forced me to cross out the "chocolate" sign and replace it to "Family". Hence, the Maltesers family is formed.

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* Behind The Scenes *

There is another special tale going on the very same day Gramps brought the chocolate. I tell you what is it...:

The very morning, my father gave me an Almond's chocolate and coincidently, I've bought Cadbury Marble the day before. I ate a few of it and bring another box to school hoping to eat it with Neo(My sweet little baby boyfriend) and my friends. Then, early in the morning, my friend bring along M&M and give some to me. Then I have my P.S with my friends. To my surprise, my friend Lala brought along with her Ferroro Rouche (..Whatever the spelling is...) so we shared all the chocolates we have together with the others. After i have my P.S, I have my GP class and then again, Gramps brought another chocolate, in fact he brought two types; Hershey's and Maltesers. Lunch time, I ate the remaining chocolates with Neo. Quite a lot actually. I have maths class in the afternoon and my sweet friend Linda gave me a Panda biscuit with chocolate flavor on the inside.

I thought that was it. Then i hungered for more chocolate, My father drove his way to the 'De Rimba Department Store' and i bought a Cadbury Bytes and another from 'Wesmart'.

What a day~!

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Cast

Almond's Chocolate
Cadbury Marble
M&M
Ferrero Rouche
Hershey's
Panda
Cadbury Bytes

Special thanks to...:

Kit Kat

Message..:

Thanks for the fun month~! *ROTFL*

Lin Ji

2007-05-31T17:21:00.000-07:00

*Gone to get another bucket as the first has been filled with LinJi's love*

*ROTFL*

I come across my favorite person, Lin Ji last night. We hadn't chat nor meet as we used to in the earlier times. We had a good chat last night. Well the funny thing is that I thought I gave her my blog page already but then She didn't remember me telling about it to her. Or is it me?? I' pretty sure it's me. I'm not much of a memory person. LOL~ Anyways, this is what I am in her point of view. This is what she wrote in her blog.

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Dati here is a lovely girl. She is my friend since we first met in SMMG. We barely talked until...wait.. we were talking ever since then but we got closer when we were in Form 4. I must say we share a lot of things in common. Let's not go there. >.> <.< >.> Let's say to the point it was SCARY. LoL... xD She is friendly, caring, all laughy too and ultimately loves to put friends first before her. So ladies and you fellas out there, this is Hidayati [i call her dati so yeah.. xD]

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Sweet, isn't she.... Just don't believe everything she said or texted about me. LoL~ I agree with her in the SHARE-A-LOT-OF-THINGS-IN-COMMON part. It is the most SCARY part in our life. I said 'MOST' scary part~ i mean it. She don't want to mention what it really means. hahahaha... Anyways, I would do the same thing to her.

Linji here is a gurl~ Duh! haha.. I was quite surprised when we first met we don't really communicate that close when we first came in Menglait. Honestly, i don't really remember when or how we became close friends somehow i just feel that it happened in a flash. The weird part is when we got to talking, most of the things that sparks her interest also caught mine. What i like, she likes it too~ vv. The best part in her is that she ALWAYS smiles. She hid her emotions and her temper perfectly. She's an intelligent girl. She's an honest person. Loving, caring and always-there type of girl. Eh eh talking about emotions, I NEVER see her cry. Really Ji.

Pretty kan?? hahahah
See how she smiles.

Never break her trust. You'll never regain it. You'll feel sorry to yourself for that.

*Smiles*

My Reward for Bad Day

2007-01-18T22:29:00.000-08:00

Last night i thought that today will be the best day of my life. Well, it's not that i have something going on but sort of like a plan. But oh my god..! It turned out bad~ N i mean really really bad~ I overslept this morning and i have to rush myself ( i hate that when it happens ) and i slipped off in the bathroom cause my small sister left a soap at a middle of nowhere ( that really hurts i tell you). When i came down the stairs, there was nobody there well except for my mum who stays at home ( not working at the moment if you know what i mean ). My dad's already off sending my sisters to school. I thought i was left behind 'again' but luckily my dad had made a u-turn because he left something at home. I was thakful but not so thankful in my car ( my dad keeps bragging me abt being late and how it affects him... bla.. bla ). So i arrived at the college and i almost tripped off from the car ( well, it's a good thing there was nobody there orelse....... except for my sister ). Then on my way to my registration class, i actually got bumped on the stupid door at the geography's block ( well, who's to blame? These things happened ). Then everything went fine until it's lunch time. I was on my way to my gang's hangout spot ( a the back of the library ) and i bumped again to a wall ( how clumsy am i? ). Then we have this academy rewards thingy going on during the afternoon sessions. My mum was there cause my sister's one of them. i was carrying my bag and my files then my sister got me carry her laptop cause she's busy and all ( great, my sister got a certificate and i got a laptop. Well, at least i have a temporary present for the day i went through ). But ladies and gentleman, that's not my reward yet. I went home and my dad actually buy me an 'easi' card ( Cool huh?! ).

*p.s - after i receive the precious gift, i tripped off another stairs and bumped my head to my own bedroom door. Good gracious. I AM CLUMSY...!!

I missed my best friends...

2007-01-12T20:15:00.000-08:00

It's been a very long time i've never talked to my best friend(LinJi)... i kind of missed her though... And halawi too... We've been like the trio fer a long long time already... but because of 'that' incident, our relations became further... further... further... I've known them for a very very long time and we were like bestfriends ever... i liked sharing everything with them... but now, all gone... nothing is left... i know, its harder for them to trust me again... and i believe it is entirely my fault...

Not only my friends are moving further away from me... the person i dont want to be near with is coming closer to me now... how am i supposed to do now? am i just stupid enough to believe that they will come back to me? Cauze that's what im doing now... i believe that halawi is not that type of person... i have faith in them both...